About me!

introduction

Hi my name is Nate and im 19 years old as of October 2024. I like to think of myself as someone that is a good friend, so feel free to build a friendship with me if you desire. I am a nice person and, although i do like to be alone, i sometimes enjoy the company of friends, talking about topics that interests us is so fun. I like the number 8. I really do. I like it infinite/10 haha get it because its an 8 laying down (i cant put the symbol because the site wont show it, we both know what infinity looks like dont we?). I like 8 so much i even named myself N8 haha. Of course its not my "birth name" but im a new person now, logical to have a name for someone that was reborn not too long ago.
For your information, you cant visit me at all. i know you were thinking about it, but im homeless right now. Homeless as in not LEGALLY owning a house, but i do have somewhere to stay, dont be concerned.

Do you find old abandoned houses beautiful? I do. Theyre the remainins of their past self, they used to be something with a well defined purpose, a house was made to be lived in, and people liked the house because it served its purpose to its best capability right? Until they left it to rot. all those years that the house gave away being the best house it could be were discarded, was it because the house not good enough? or was it simply because life is just like that. you dont get guarantees, just because you were the best at the only thing you could ever be doesnt mean that everyone will stay with you forever, cherish you forever. A house is just like a human being, it is born, it lives, gets a family, even gets multiple through its lifetime, it gets old and ugly, and it gets abandoned. Not dead yet. It has to live with their loneliness until its walls come crashing down. if its lucky enough, maybe mother nature will bless it with their gifts, dressing it up with beautiful vegetation, or even bring some curious guests so the house can experience peace before its end. I like to think of myself as one of those guests, keeping company with it, because at the end of the day we're both alone in this immense universe, we both were abandoned by everyone we ever knew. Thats beautiful to me. I can feel my flesh rot as the walls of the house are decaying, but when they finally fall and give it its final breath, im still here. I think i will do this until my own flesh colapses, because all those abandoned houses deserve to be remembered by what they were before they left, because thats just as beautiful as they were before, at least to me. As long as i roam this earth, they will never be abandoned again.